Alexandra, the Aspiring Hero

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 03:08:43 GMT

laying there on the floor
looking to the skys
wondering about life
with tears in her eyes
so much destruction in all of this sadness
in need of a blessing to end all the maddness
power within brings her to her feet
fate as brought the conclusion
of desasters defeat
she will train night and day in order to
on day call her self Eiyuu
angel by day and shinobi by night
the beat of her heart
her will to fight
rare qualities to find in one
but this girl is different from some
she bleeds for her enemies
and risks it all for those in her heart
and prays on love until she'z fallen apart
regain her strength and centers her thought
the drive in this girl could never be taught
one day soon the world will know
the power that lies behind those eyes
until then she gives art to empower our lives
my angel remains a hero in disguise

- The theme to my LJ, by Dana Cadres.

Yosh! (alright!)

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 17:56:20 GMT

*takes in a deep breathe and clenches her fists*

ALRIGHT!

So today was my orientation for Grady ^_^, and let me tell you, that school is AWESOME. So far i've met nothing but nice people. I have made a comic about how my day went, but I will tell you, everything in the comic is a bit over exaggerated. But it still explains what happened ^_^.
Here is some of it, I will update this LJ later and finish it.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/BlueShinobi/grady1.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/BlueShinobi/grady2.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/BlueShinobi/grady3.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/BlueShinobi/grady4.jpg

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 03:44:45 GMT

Becoming a Hero

Isn't easy...EVER.

but like someone close to me says "hey, who said becoming a hero was an easy task?"

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 18:40:59 GMT

THIS IS MY ANIMATION!!!!!

^_____^ my first animation in computer animation class

http://www.deviantart.com/view/20574997/

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 21:47:58 GMT

So

I can't keep my word on the last post, Dana called and I answered the phone primarly because of that wonderfull poem she wrote me. I was near tears when I read it, and im going to love that poem forever. Thanks Dana-chan

But the drawing of Dana is almost done, its poster size!

gotta finish up lots of work, art show is next week!

Art College....roflmao

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 03:22:32 GMT

That is the title, because it's so HILAROUS over here at this art college.

Man,
So..

XD there are more girls than guys here. Only 4 in the program. And whats even funnier is that the girls make a lot more perverted jokes than the boys do. Its way too funny. And the boys look so uncomfortable when we make them too!! ROFLMAO. <---- I really did that XD...

So, lets talk about our major topic here.

There is this girl named Daniely <----------- (coolest chick in the world) Shes 18, petite, and sometimes really quiet. But OMG DON'T LET THAT FOOL YOU o_0...o_0....0_0.....0_<........ she's got major personality when she says stuff to us. Like today...

Now picture this little black girl, who has the most innocent voice you can think of, chillin and just listening to the coversation. We were like;
Al: Hey Jessica, shigity, shitidy shwat?
Jessica: Shwat?
Al: Shwat?
Jessica: Schwat?
Al: Schwat?
Jessica: Shwat?
Al: Shwat?
Jessica: Schwat?
Al: Schwat?
Jessica: Al....Schwat the heiyall...(jewish hell)
Al: JESSICA! those god dang mario twins..they look like the same person..
*silence*
Daniely: ..............BITCH GET THE FUCK OUT THE CAR!!!
*more silence*
Al & Jessica: O_O..................

Don't ask, espically about that "schwat" thing.

Another hilarous situation with Jessica and I. We were cutting watermelon for this party we were having downstairs. And im cutting the watermelon and jessica leaves to go to the bathroom. Suddenly she hears me squeel really loud and she rushes in to find out what happened. And we stare at each other (because what happened was I cut the watermelon and one piece went flying and hit the ground so I squeeled) and Jessica says
"OMG I THOUGHT YOU CUT YOURSELF *laughs like crazy*"
Al: O_O are you laughing because you thought I cut myself?
Jessica: *laughs some more*
Al: OMG YOU ARE LAUGHING CAUS YOU THOUGHT I CUT MYSELF!!!
Jessica: no omg that's not why XD
(we were arguing about this for a good 30 mintues and laughing at the same time)

Another one with Daniely was.....intresting...XD I walked out of my room only to see Jessica freaking out and laughing at the same time. And I was like "what happened?" and all she could do was point and laugh at Daniely who was innocently smiling and giggling to herself. And I was like "Did daniely have one of her moments?" and Jessica nodded and kept cracking up!
So this is what happened.

Daniely: Here Al let me give you a hug
Al: *gives Daniely a hug*
Daniely: *hands go down to Al's back....gets lower...lower...lower.."
Al: O_X!!!! OMG! *runs*

ROFLMAO XD. I mean come on!! DANIELY MAKING THOSE JOKES ARE JUST HILAROUS! she really doens't seem like the person to do such random things...it's so freaking funny. Im going to tape it one day and just post in on my LJ so everyone knows what im talking about.

love you all ^_^

Metaphorical biography

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 01:22:36 GMT

Inspired by Dana, from the wonderfull conversation we had on Sunday. It brought back a lot of my self confidence, and im feeling much better now.Basically what Dana and Gee-chan helped me realise that my destiny is greater than I imagined it to be. That I am special, and different, for many reasons.It always reminds me of a time when I was little and I asked God to make me different, to make me special, because he could count on me. I suppose all these tests im going through are a testomony to that. So thanks Dana and Gee-chan, im feeling so much better about evertyhing. "Clouded by darkness, struggling to figth back my enemies, my ulimate weapon was the ray of light shown upon me by someone who was so close, yet so far"
Just made that qoute for you guys! love you so much ^_^.
Anyway, today in creative writing we had to write a story based on the lines on my palm. this reminded me of when Dana and I got our palms read. But recently, my palm has formed new patters. One looks like a cross, another looks like a star, and the last looks like a heart. So, I based the story off of all these things.

Eiyuu (Hero)

The hero walked into the sand and walced towards Life. He was standing by a small pool of water, glancing at the reflections that appeared before him. He seemed fascinated, and in a long daze, but the Hero was to eager to simply let life ponder about..whatever. She walked beside Life, stared into the pool with him, and began their conversation.
"I finally find you, and this is what your doing" the Hero began to say, still staring into the pool and not looking at Life. Life just chuckled to himself, and took the Hero's hand.
"Your a funny girl" he began to say. "for acknowledging me, I give you this."
The Hero's hand became warm and many lines began to form onto her palm. She stammered a bit, and stared hard at the process appearing before her. The markings on her hand began to form, like wild snakes, fighting eagerly at each other. The hero was not afraid, but astonished. She knew life was crazy and always did unexpected things, but she never thought of this.
"What is it?" she asked.
" A map."
The hero stared at her palm once again.
"A map?" she pondered to herself. These small markings on her palm...strange markings at that...was a map...a guide..but to what?
the Hero put down her sword and continued to stare at her hand. the lines on her hand signified a map to her own life. Many lines were scratched and cut into her hand, showing the trials and tribulations the Hero had been through. But some of the lines weren't scratched at all, rather, clean, straight, and untouched. They were unkown to the Hero's eyes. She then realised funny things on her "map." That the lines constantly float off the straight path they were on, and lead to dead ends.
What signifigance could it hold?
Was it showing the hero, that she constantly faced two paths?
One that lead to furthuring her future, and another to a "dead end"?
That was possbile and most likely true, it seemed that Life liked to bring her constant challenges. She smirked, for in her blood was the love of challenges. Life's sense of humor even ammused her from time to time. The hero stared closely at her "map" again, noticing the lines formed small pictures. A cross was the first she noticed. It was posted at the very top of her map. Showing that the one thing that was most influencal n her life was the one thing that wrote the map. Further down her palm, she witnised a star. Stars, the twinkling pearl in the unreachable ocean, that would blink on and off to reveal secret message Life hid in them. Life was a funny man, he never liked to be blunt.
"It must mean I need to look at the stars" The hero thought to herself.
"Your staring at your hand pretty hard there" Life chimed in.
The hero ignored his comment and continued to look at her palm. In the middle, toward the left, laid the drawing of a heart. Heart, one of the most effective, but sometimes annoying guidelines in the hero's life. She was always told to listen to her heart, because like her favorite author said "It wont shut up anyway, so you might as well listen." Her heart was like a companion, also helping her climb the mountians that faced in front of her. Her heart spoke to her, had different opinions, and could influence the hero's own emotions. Yes, her heart was an important item, and the hero realised why it was on her map. Finally, the hero noticed something funny. She noticed hat there were two giant lines on her map. One contained all the items she saw earlier, the cross, the heart, and the star. But there was another one that was completley blank, but contained many "dead ends" and scratches, just like the other line did. The hero stared, the hero pondered, and the hero realised...
"This line isn't my own."
"What could it mean?" she thought to herself. She turned to life and asked him about the strange line. Life only giggled and mocked her for her confusion. So the hero rememberd the items on her map. She turned to the stars, that blinked on and off. They began to show her messages, and the message said "The one."
The hero stared blankly, and put her hand to her chest, summoning her hearts presence. The Hero asked her heart
"The one? who is the one?"
Her Heart only joined in Life's laughter, and then replied "The one my dear Hero....is him."
The Hero's heart wasn't specific enough! She wanted to know who this boy, "the one," was!
"But I guess, to find out who "the one" is, I have to climb that jagged mountian that lays before me." she thought to herself. The hero grabbed her sword, said her farewells to Life as he disappeared into the distance, and began to climb the mountian to find this boy...this boy called.."The one."

End ^_^

I might continue that story later or just leave it as it is. Forgive my really bad grammar and spelling ^^;;;
review please ^^. ANd please really read this story, I put all my heart into it.

True Leaders

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 01:37:55 GMT

"True leaders are not those who strive to be first, but those who are first to strive and who give their all for the success of the team. True leaders are first to see the need, envision the plan, and empower the team for action. By strength of the leaders commitment, the power of their team is unleashed"

Nifty qoute there.

really speaks to me

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 02:19:17 GMT

This picture really speaks to me. THis is how I feel now ^_^ going on my own journey, just like Sora did. I really like the qoute to.

http://www.kingdomhearts2.net/gallery/img2413.htm
Im back home and will be posting my new work soon :D!

SUGOI

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 02:14:53 GMT

Nyahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahaha *evil anime laugh*

THIS IS YOU DANA! HAHAHAHA ^______________________________________________^

Don't hate, appreciate :D

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/BlueShinobi/dana.jpg

:(

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 03:05:06 GMT

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/BlueShinobi/picture.jpg

Is how I feel right now

Gotta say it

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 02:05:50 GMT

Marco is just as cool as Frank :D now I love those two boys! Marco and Frank! love ya guys!

And sorry Marco XD but I have to post this picture in my LJ, your just to damn cute.
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y122/ChocolitThundah/bass017e.jpg
and this!
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y122/ChocolitThundah/Extras014.jpg

XD!!!!!!!!!!! thats too adorable lol.

Now all I need to is steal some pictures of Frank-kun :D

So I went to K-chans house today to play some massive DDR. She has these really cool mats o_0 its liek the machine, but at home! and she also some how managed to get all the DDR songs ever made onto her computer. It was super fun ^^ but I got tired after awhile, I think im out of shape @_@.

Well thats it for today! ttyl :D

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 04:57:56 GMT

In a unforgivable tale,
my heart is a-sail,
to touch my soul is what you want,
but you've got my heart,
so let me be blunt,
I love you.

My heart is bursting....
I don't know how much more it can contain,
seriously, its like a huge pain in my chest.
But this pain feels so good because I know what it is, its love.
How can this be? this boy.........damn he's gotta be meant for me.
He's so perfect in everyway, he's going to be mine someday....
Im looking at him, in so much pain. But when im his, it's all going to go away.
Baby...Maybe...you'll see things my way.
That you knew im just as perfect for you, as you are for me..
I can be everything you need.
Even more than you've dreamned.
My passion is a constant fire,
burning with complete desire,
not for that guy next door,
or down the street,
for you and always for you.
Everyday i'd have that goofy smile on my face,
figurin' everything is in place,
your mine, im yours,
what more could I want in this advanture you call life?
My love for you, all I can relate it to is a flame.
Firey passion, bursting with love and affection,
for you!
JUST you.
Nobody can come close to what I feel for you,
again my heart has this huge chest pain.
So this is what they meant when love hurts?
caus fuck yea it does..
I don't think they will ever go away.....

Don't ask ^_^. Im just good lol.

Funny

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 21:29:36 GMT

XD

Is all I have to say. As you can see in my previous post, I was really really bored o_0. But a funny thing just happened a couple of seconds ago, turns out this boi named CHoco (thats not his real name, I just call him that XD)knows Dana, who knows Frank! roflmoa. Small world man, small world. (Alright..that doesnt seem to funny, but it was funny at the time XD)

Anyway ^_^.
My little cousins are graduating ^_^ and im going to their dinner party (food! yes! =^_^=.) and im working on the comic "Ping Pong Boy" for my friend Jacob. So far, its coming out really good :D super excited.

Now Frank has me wanting to see this movie called "Gardern State" which I can't wait to see ^^. I love movies that really make you think.

Bored..now..so, I think i'll go look up some stuff on martial arts ^_^. <--Major martial art dork, I know, but get over it, caus I love Martial arts ^^.

(seems I can't post my comic on my LJ, so ima have to post it on my other website)

Bored

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 20:21:29 GMT

Im so bored with life right now its not even funny.

Im really bored with everything, I wish I could do something fun =(, but when you live in a house where you can't drive by yourself, your brother is to lazy to take you anywhere, and your mother never lets you do ANYTHING, then you start to contemplant what choices you have. Like, wtf can I do today? that's not boring o_0. Alright, I think I have acceded the gaming situation. I can't play anymore games lol, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i've been doing that for 3 days straight, waking up, playing FF11, then going to play my new Ninja game Tenchu, then getting on the internet. I tried spicing up everything by going to Taekwando, but im so #^$#^&#^&@%#& sick of everything. Like, im trying real hard to get more training time in instead of appearing at Taekwando once a week. But everytime I try to do my typical tuesday, thursday deal, my mother always makes me skip. Like everytime! its one excuse after another. Its either "I dont' feel like driving you" or "you need to rest" or "we've got something to do, go study."

I try training on my own time, but I work harder when im in the dojo.........so........training by myself is a no go. Thank God I have my friends to talk to, otherwise I would be going crazy. I really need something new in my life, new and intresting........someone please give me an idea of what I can do to make my life more fun.

Kingdom Hearts

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 04:43:04 GMT

Okay if you have played this game, then all I have to say is ROFLMAO

READ THIS!

This is supposed to be what Sora does when you pause the game

http://www.fanart-central.net/graphics/c/CherryShock/127682.jpg

Boo you SheezyArt

Sat, 28 May 2005 14:51:17 GMT

Sheezy Art has failed me once again!

So, if you wanted to take a look at my art, your going to have to go to Devanart.com..umn, im not sure if that's how you spell it ^^ but I'll give the url.

Im in that soaking-up-summer-rays-woohoo-lets-play-all-day mood ^^ yet my mother wants me to do all this work @_@

anyway :D here is the URL

http://aspiringhero.deviantart.com/

but these are the pictures so far.

I drew Sakura from CCS when she got older ^_^ this was the sketch

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/BlueShinobi/Sakura2.jpg

and this was my horrible attempt at coloring it with photoshop

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v205/BlueShinobi/Sakuracolor2.jpg

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGG

Wed, 25 May 2005 01:32:24 GMT

So, studying for this final isn't as painfull as I thought it would be but still ~_~

more quizess

Tue, 24 May 2005 13:45:46 GMT

So im chillin here in Biology.........
nothing to do.

Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people,
they probably need it the most" by
Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond apperance, try to give
people second chances and are probably very
kind. Understanding is your biggest personality
trait, and thoose you can see through should be
grateful. If they aren't already. You detest
narrow minded people, because they can't see
what's really there. Facades is not your thing
and you strive to always be who you really are.

What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
brought to you by Quizilla

QUIZ TIME

Mon, 23 May 2005 21:27:19 GMT

XD im bored..soo..LETS TAKE QUIZES! *transforms into magical quiz girl Alexandra!*
shut up I can do things like that lol

Your Birthdate: April 5

With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.

You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.

You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.

Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.

A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.

You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Moe Nakayama

What's your Japanese Name?

ROFLMAO XD I dunno why I decided to take that quiz...lol

Your Extroversion Profile:

Assertiveness: Very High

Friendliness: Very High

Sociability: Very High

Activity Level: High

Cheerfulness: High

Excitement Seeking: Medium

How Extroverted Are You?

ALEXANDRA
A	is for	Astounding
L	is for	Lively
E	is for	Entertaining
X	is for	X-Rated
A	is for	Arty
N	is for	Nutty
D	is for	Dashing
R	is for	Romantic
A	is for	Alluring

What Does Your Name Mean?

X-rated o_0??........im X-rated >> << >>? what's that suppoused to mean O_O?!!

Aries - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.

Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.

Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.

Your negative traits:

You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.

Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to reget it later.

You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.

Your ideal partner:

A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.

Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.

Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.

Your dating style:

Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.

Your seduction style:

Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.

Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.

Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.

Tips for the future:

Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.

Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.

Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.

Best place to meet someone online:

Match.com - honest and straightforward profiles, just how you like them!

Best color to attract mate: Red

Best day for a date: Tuesday

Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

........Naked skydiving o_0....................roflmao xD
Not all of that was true, I do like romance :D but I do like being direct to. And I do believe in second chances! My favoite line was "Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever." haha........yea thats me ^^;. If I really liked the guy, i'd probably be over the top romantic. Always suprizing him with gifts, telling how much I loved him, being majorly passionate and affectionate, and always trying to make each day extremly special. Like, if I did something great for his birthday, i'd try 10 times harder to make it ever more special for his next birthday! ^_^ I would treat him like the king he is.
anyway,

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen

Or lend a shoulder to cry on

You're there through thick and thin

Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

*CRY* LOVE YOU DANA, MOSHI, FRANK, NICK, AND K-CHAN

You Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.

And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.

But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.

You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

How's Your Karma?

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ^______________^

You Are As Cool As They Come

(You are more dramatic than 20% of the population.)

Rational and relaxed, no one could accuse you of being dramatic.

You roll with the punches, and nothing ever gets you too worked up.

You are able to maintain perspective and see the big picture.

And even if you're emotional inside, you don't let it show.

You're great at keeping it together, and you're rewarded for that.

People see you as an ideal friend, employee, and partner.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 100% of the population.

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Have A Type A- Personality

A-

You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.
You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions.
Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.
Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).

Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.
And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.
You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically.
Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.

Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are "Wow"!

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

o_0?........XD

That's all!

Best friend!

Mon, 23 May 2005 01:31:50 GMT

Now who else could I be talking about, other than DANA.

Let me tell you about my awesome day.
Recently I was feeling very lonely, I suppous it wasn't just lonelyness but the feeling that nobody understood me and I was pretty much all alone. A few things crossed my mind, why am I so different? why can't I keep a lot of friendships? why is it so hard for me to keep conversations with people?

Yes, as depressing as all this sounds, luckily I had Dana come over. Now, look at this girl. She's just one of those people who can lift your day and swing your life around, no matter how depressed you feel you just can't stay angry or sad around Dana. She's pretty, smart, and extremly kind. And one of her best qualities, easily amused. Sometimes we just look at each other and burst out laughing (why? because we have WAY to many inside jokes.) I've only known Dana for a year, but she's practically like family now. LOVE YA DANA!

And to make my day even better I had my Moshi there too ^_^. It was nice to see him again. Dana, Moshi, and I went to the mall and just chilled, then came back to my house and acting stupid outside XD lol. That's when I got violent and started chucking volleyballs at Moshi, and then Moshi decides that he wants to be funny and tackles Dana! yes, I said TACKLES Dana!!!!!!! roflmao, it was so funny. Then Moshi taught me how to play soccer, I freakin suck at playing soccer lol.

All and All today went by pretty fast ;_; which is sad because I have school tommorow NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Scew you Saint Pius because i'll be gone by the end of this year!
Also im watching Super Troopers, that's a really funny movie ^^;.

Like Dana says,
-Ducez
Current Mood

Later that night..

Sat, 21 May 2005 05:02:18 GMT

Had a conversation with Psy ^_______^ he's the cutest! lol, he's so adorable with his smartness and stuff. I find that he is a guy who I can really relate to, another me. I know I say that about a lot of people o_o I can relate to a lot of people. But really, I feel a special connection between me and Psy ^_^. I don't think he does XD but I don't really care, Psy is just an over all cool guy. I mean look at him:

ps yc HOKU [12:30 A.M.]: At risk of being obnoxious, I must inquire whether you've read my latest post on Warriors_Light or not.
EiyuuEnkou [12:30 A.M.]: No I havn't
EiyuuEnkou [12:30 A.M.]: I will though!
ps yc HOKU [12:31 A.M.]: It's poorly written.
ps yc HOKU [12:32 A.M.]: But passionate at least.
ps yc HOKU [12:32 A.M.]: There's so much I wanted to say in it though, but forgot to.
ps yc HOKU signed off at 12:35 A.M.
ps yc HOKU signed on at 12:36 A.M.
EiyuuEnkou [12:38 A.M.]: I am by nature a silent person and have hurt countless people because of this, because I don't share enough of myself. People feel it's hard to get close to me. And as it hurts them it pains me terribly as well.
EiyuuEnkou [12:38 A.M.]: Strange, from the day we first met I knew i'd beable to get along with you Psy ^_^
ps yc HOKU [12:42 A.M.]: My written word is far more revealing of me.
ps yc HOKU [12:42 A.M.]: Since there's much more of it than my spoken word.
EiyuuEnkou [12:43 A.M.]: You are truley amazing inside then ^_^
ps yc HOKU [12:43 A.M.]: Thank you.
ps yc HOKU [12:43 A.M.]: I need to get to bed.
ps yc HOKU [12:43 A.M.]: I have work in the morning.
EiyuuEnkou [12:43 A.M.]: lol then go, goodnight Psy ^_^
ps yc HOKU [12:44 A.M.]: And I need to be as awake as possible so I can try and talk to Cassi as much as possible.
ps yc HOKU [12:44 A.M.]: Since we both open the cafe tomorrow together.
EiyuuEnkou [12:44 A.M.]: ^________^ awesome then!
ps yc HOKU [12:44 A.M.]: I hope so...
ps yc HOKU [12:44 A.M.]: She was kind of hurt by my silence recently.
EiyuuEnkou [12:44 A.M.]: Yes, but this new idea of yours, opening up and stuff :D will really make her happy
EiyuuEnkou [12:44 A.M.]: you'll see
ps yc HOKU [12:45 A.M.]: Which is why I've brought it up like I have.
ps yc HOKU [12:45 A.M.]: Well, if I'm really able to.
ps yc HOKU [12:45 A.M.]: I want to.
EiyuuEnkou [12:45 A.M.]: You can
ps yc HOKU [12:45 A.M.]: I madly want to open up to her.
EiyuuEnkou [12:45 A.M.]: Then, you will ^_^
ps yc HOKU [12:45 A.M.]: But...it's gonna take a ton of effort.
EiyuuEnkou [12:45 A.M.]: doens't take that much :D you can do it Psy!
ps yc HOKU [12:45 A.M.]: Heh, thanks again.
EiyuuEnkou [12:46 A.M.]: np :D
ps yc HOKU [12:46 A.M.]: Anyway, I really must off to bed.
ps yc HOKU [12:46 A.M.]: Hmm...
ps yc HOKU [12:46 A.M.]: I'm debating whether that is a valid sentence or not.
ps yc HOKU [12:47 A.M.]: I have this feeling that "I really must off to bed", while sounding grammatically unsound to a modern student, would have worked with older written language quite well, particularly European.
ps yc HOKU [12:47 A.M.]: But on the other hand, I might be completely mistaken.
ps yc HOKU [12:48 A.M.]: And it's just simply wrong.
ps yc HOKU [12:48 A.M.]: Oh well.
ps yc HOKU [12:48 A.M.]: Oh.
EiyuuEnkou [12:48 A.M.]: lol ^_^
ps yc HOKU [12:48 A.M.]: And I'm reading through The Alchemist for the second time.
ps yc HOKU [12:48 A.M.]: Finally.
EiyuuEnkou [12:48 A.M.]: Really now? how is that going?
EiyuuEnkou [12:49 A.M.]: I dont' think I can read it twice, and I don't know why
ps yc HOKU [12:49 A.M.]: It's as a ice cold glass of water to my sould on a brilliant summer day.
ps yc HOKU [12:49 A.M.]: as an*
ps yc HOKU [12:49 A.M.]: soul*
ps yc HOKU [12:49 A.M.]: Wow.
ps yc HOKU [12:49 A.M.]: I can't type tonight.
EiyuuEnkou [12:49 A.M.]: lol skay
EiyuuEnkou [12:49 A.M.]: I can type XD like..never lol
ps yc HOKU [12:49 A.M.]: Well, it's taken me months, nearly a year to finally do my second reading of it.
ps yc HOKU [12:50 A.M.]: But I think it was a matter of timing.
ps yc HOKU [12:50 A.M.]: Really.
ps yc HOKU [12:50 A.M.]: That kept me from reading for so long.
ps yc HOKU [12:50 A.M.]: I have a feeling that for the rest of my life I will sporadically pick it up and read it at the right times when I really need it.
EiyuuEnkou [12:51 A.M.]: Me too
ps yc HOKU [12:51 A.M.]: Well, goodnight.
EiyuuEnkou [12:51 A.M.]: Night Psy ^_^ everything will be awesome tommorow
ps yc HOKU [12:52 A.M.]: Hmm...
ps yc HOKU [12:52 A.M.]: Honored, humbled, and overjoyed...
ps yc HOKU [12:52 A.M.]: That's what I should have written.
EiyuuEnkou [12:53 A.M.]: But what you wrote was still beautiful
EiyuuEnkou [12:53 A.M.]: :D
EiyuuEnkou [12:53 A.M.]: I really liked it ^^
ps yc HOKU [12:54 A.M.]: Thank you, yet a third time (since it has happened twice).
ps yc HOKU [12:54 A.M.]: And now, I shall really be off to bed.
EiyuuEnkou [12:54 A.M.]: =^_^= lol okay then, Night Psy
ps yc HOKU is away at 12:55 A.M.

Lol I can't compare! I can only hope that I can get as smart as him one day :D well, smart isn't the word, wise is.
Current Mood: giggly

Star wars!

Sat, 21 May 2005 03:51:42 GMT

So, I finally saw the new star wars movie today, and let me tell you...it was so good.

First off, whoever the creator of Star wars is a freakin genius! if you go beside the plot,and all that great stuff and see the minor things in starwars, like the art. Have you noticed how freakishly creative everything in that movie was? from the GIANT flowers to the home of the wookies, it was all just to beautifull. And the graphics artist, have to give major props to him/her/them. Everything looked so real, it was truley amazing. Besides that, lets get to the point ^^;

I really liked this movie becasue I related to Anikin a whole lot. Lets look at him, he's a zealous young man who only desire is to become a great Jedi, and love his wife, make her life better. He listens to his master, does as he is told (most of the time) and tries really hard to do the right thing. What struck me most is that he was young and recognized as a wise man. I relate to that a lot, I just want to be a good person and help people, and of course, be a hero.

But then that stupid dark side just wouldn't leave him alone! it made me so angry! I have to say, as soon as he went to the darkside I was ready to leave the theater. I was so upset! why anikin? you were going to be so great, you knew that you could save your wife otherwise, you knew there was another option..but I guess like most human faults, we lack patience and understanding of our elders. I guess I just didn't want to see such a good hero go bad ;_; espically when he killed those poor children. I was very upset XD.

I guess there were just little things about the situations that he went through that I would have handled diffrenlty. A, if the Dark lord had known mysteriously about my dying wife..I would have suspected something was wrong with him. B, if the people who raised me, espically my masters started to not trust me, I would have taken a look at myself and see what I was doing wrong. And espically with the dreams, I would have asked the council about my dreams instead of listening to the dark sith (although I know he didn't know the stupid guy was the dark lord, but still.)

Otherwise, I just related to Anikin. Becoming the best at a young age, I want to do that too. I pray that I can be pushed far passed my limit, and see what my true abilities are. And that I never go to the dark side ~_~.

Sugoi!

Fri, 20 May 2005 02:54:58 GMT

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Seems that I had to make a new LJ, my old one is dead...So! here is the new one!

What can I say about today?
Lets see....

Im really excited becasue I just got accepted to an Art College for the summer ^_^! But if i don't pass english and need summer school, than its bai bai Art college V_V. IM really angry/omg-I-need-to-work-my-butt-off because my teacher (Mrs.Spear) refuses to let me do extra credit to bring my grade up! ~_~' so im going to work really hard to get it up.

ALso I just finsihed "The Valkryies" by Paulo Coehlo, another amazing masterpiece by my favorite author. In this book he talks about God, and the work of Angels. But its really not all that blunt XD he uses many metaphors and stories, like the book is actually about him and his wife going to the desert to talk to these women called "The Valkyries" (they sound like gypsies don't they? but they are actually a motorcycle gang who preaches about God lol, talk about cool! who would expect something like that :D) but all and all it was very good, I will have to post some qoutes later.

And good news! im going to switch over from Saint Pius High School to Tucker High School! *dances* im so happy I could cry lol, I will do very well at Tucker ^_^ so everyone wish me luck on my transfering!

Also, Im really excited about what that palm-reader-lady told me. She said that in 1-3 years i'd be famous, but I had to work hard. Im so freakishly excited about that, who knows what i'll get big in, maybe it'll be anime, or even my acting! I want to get big,so big that everyone knows my name! maybe then my helping people will be more affective because I'll have money to sponser things! This is so exciting!

Well, I think its time I end this entry, it'll be a more intresting one next time.